*Closure*

I have always heard that closure will finally make your heart and mind at peace but let's be real, does it? Because from where I am coming, that shit hurts like a bitch. Knowing the fact that the person you've loved for almost your entire teenage life doesn't feel a single percent of it is not something you can walk away with. It just makes you think about how unworthy and unloved you are. So, I am sorry to say that I don't believe in closures. It may have worked out for Rachel and Ross and but it surely didn't work for me as I never got a chance to tell him that how much I love him and he never let me explain it to him.

I don't want to sound clingy but that's just who I am, I like to know things. I am that tell me about your day, stars, moon, and sky kinda person. If you'd ask me to take a walk with you at night or go out on a fancy dinner, I'll choose the former because I crave for connection. I am sorry I am not perfect, I am not fit like the girls you've been with, I love desserts and I eat my feelings because you've not been a kid who was always criticized for being fat. I've tried to stay honest with my feelings because I don't think I can keep it in my anymore but at the same time, I am afraid that If I let all of it out, people would think I am a stupid person who didn't get a closure from a guy who hasn't loved me for past 8 years and never will. So, I am sorry I won't ask for closures because I don't want us to be over. I don't want us to face each others' back and walk away. I don't want us to dislike each other. I don't want us to be you & me. I can't be your Meredith and you can't be my Derek so let's just stay how we are and try to be as sane as possible. I love you and I cannot run away from this and let's be real you can't too.

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