To the one who calls himself Panda 🐼

Hi Yash, 

* Don't play sad songs when you leave* 🌻

The day is almost near when you'd bid adieu to your life in India and start a whole new chapter in Abroad. I know how much puzzled up you must be feeling because that's how we are right? A little scared and little excited for the things we want in life. Honestly, I don't want this to be goodbye or anything because if you'll leave who would I text in the middle of the night and talk about random shit that keeps bugging me? So please don't forget me in any cost. 

If I look back and recap our journey, it's been boring and stupid at the same time. We are pretty much fucked up people who will talk about having fancy dinners *with the finest wine* over crazy party, stargazing over some really crazy adventure sport and maybe Netflix over socialising. But to be honest, you've been a real support to me since I don't even remember and I can never be thankful enough. You let me in your world and wanted to know the real me with no filter. You listen to me rant about things that won't matter the next day. You send me donuts to just cheer up me because I was having a bad day. I mean who does that? 

In the course of this 3 years we've actually known each other, we have met once but we have a thousand memories to share. You're smart, intelligent, a wonderful human that I have come across. The way you shared things with me made me feel like I mean something to you and it felt nice. Even though you're leaving, you'll always have me right beside you. I want you to have a wonderful time there and love everything about the place. You love travelling and this is your ticket to roam around and explore the places you haven't and tell me about them. 

You are finally standing on your toes, grabbing the stars we always talked about that use to seem so far but are actually ver close if you have the will to touch them. You wanted to do something with your life and this is it. This is the time. I know last time we spoke about this you were skeptic and for my selfish reason I can ask you to stay but no, this is where you belong, to the stars. Life would be so much fun and interesting when you'll be surrounded by people from different diversities in one place. You'll learn so much and you'll grow so much. So go. Don't think about what could go wrong because nothing could go wrong when it's you on the other side of the problem. Pandas always find their ways to do what they want to do. 

Let's not get emotional now. Always be happy because when you're happy you make everyone around you happy and that's a very big thing to do. 

Love you, ♥️

Ana.